It is April 13, 2016.  Two months ago I started this blog with the intent of putting my memories down to try to free myself from their grips. As usual…… this ambitious spur of the moment decision was set aside and forgotten. Well, I’ll try again. Somehow, Someway I’ll try to do the hardest thing I’ve known to do. Share my experiences. Try to let the darkness come out so some light can replace it. I have to do it now.